Looking Up

So last Tuesday was a rough day, a rough day that turned into a very rough week. The week was filled with unanswered questions, not knowing what was to come and not feeling well. Then Monday came and the news was bad, it is what hubby and I thought but still not what we were hoping for deep down. Our baby never developed and we miscarried. Monday night I had to take pills that helped the miscarriage to happen faster. I was ready for everything to be over and to start fresh again. These pills came with a lot of pain, I basically was contracting non stop for 6 hours. Crazy! I had no clue how bad the pain would be when i signed up to do this. My mom now says that I know what it will be like to have baby when that time comes! Whew I am soo incredibly happy that I have the BEST husband ever! I mean this, he stuck by my side all night long, never leaving me alone, nor did he sleep at all. Poor guy! He is truly an awesome man of God! Also thankful to have the parents I have who also did not get a wink of sleep and were there for me all night long. Boy was I a mess all around. I got through this horrible experience by trusting in my Lord, and my family near by me. It is such a sad thing to have happen in life, but I believe it happened for a reason and God has made me a stronger woman! I am looking forward to getting pregnant again and all that is to come! Sorry my blog  has been absent lately!